Our life...updated!

So here's the update that I know you've been waiting for...


Little Man's birth mom decided to fight the judge's discussion.  So, we have to wait until January 17th for a hearing/trial.  In the end, the judge has the final say and it's not likely that he will be changing him mind anything soon.  We should be able to finalize our adoption end of January/first of February. 

We have had a crazy couple of weeks.  We have been trying to get ready for Christmas.  It is so different/exciting when there's a 5 year old around.  It really reminds you of the magic of Christmas.  So on top of getting ready for Christmas, we got a phone call on December 13 at 4:00 pm from Little Man's case worker.  We learned that his half brother was being removed and they were looking for a placement for him, and they try to keep siblings together, so we were the first call.  Of course we said yes and he was brought to our house at 6:30 that evening.  Talk about a whirlwind!  At this point, it is a temporary placement.  We would love to keep him, but it is not likely.  I'm sad for Little Man that he will not be able to be be raised with his biological siblings, but I am grateful that he has this time to spend with Baby Boy. 


It is so crazy having a little one around.  We are exhausted, but it is so awesome.  When I rock him to sleep in the middle of the night, I can't help but think about how happy I am.  It is crazy to think that this time last year, a family was a Christmas wish that seemed so out of reach.  But here we are today, with two little ones in our care.  Be it temporary or permanent, we are blessed by the sweet spirits that have come into our home. 

I can't help but think about one of my favorite quotes about adoption:
"I have slept with a baby on my chest.  I've kissed boo boos and mended broken hearts.  I have been puked on, peed on, and spent sleepless nights in the rocking chair.  I wouldn't have it any other way.  I did not carry this child in my body, but when I look in the mirror, I see a MOM, and there is no greater honor or blessing!!"

I am finally mom...

Thank you all for your countless prayers and thoughts on our behalf.  We are so blessed to have such an amazing support network around us.  We have the best friends and family.  We love you all!